To Be reunited with my children, as a happy family by Christmas next year!

by Teresa

I have come to visit my son and daughter for Christmas, hy heart is heavy with sadness, cause my husband couldn't make the trip with me.As I request for you to pray for me, I can't hold back the tears. I had split up my family in the year 1995, I took my daughter (who was 10 at that time) and left the country, I left my son behind, he was only 15 then. He needed me and I WASN'T there for him, at that time, I didn't feel any regrets I thought he would be okay with his Dad. Then he too went off to another country to study and then settled there. In Jan.2009, his sister also joined him, she lived with him for a short while, but then they started to fight a lot, so she moved out. It breaks my heart, cause I know I can't turn back the clock, but surely God will give me a second chance? Doesn't God give us second chances? I hardly see my son, so it's like he's a stranger to me. Why would he WANT me in his life now? I will be leaving on 6th Jan.,2010, to return back to where I came from, I may never see him again, as I have lost the will to live, I'm thinking of ways to en my life. Yes, I'm desperately hoping and praying that God WILL bring us together on permanent basis, by Christmas next year. I have been posting this desperate need for prayer on every christian website that I could find, for I now that if two more people gather in prayer Go will LISTEN! This is the only thought that's keeping me going, and it's not going to happen, then what do I have left to live for?