God Please let my daughter and I be ok
by Heather
I came from a broken family my father walked out and my mom beat my 2 sisters and I every chance she got. We were in and out of foster homes our whole lives. Once I was old enough to move out I joined the Marine Corps and after an honorable discharge I moved to wisconsin because I was pregnant and wanted to be close to my daughters dad who had also been in the Marine Corps with me. He became addicted to drugs and has wound up in jail for activities that led him there. I have tried so hard to give my daughter a good life and today is Thanksgiving and I sit here in the other room crying because I am so worried about finances. I had a second job interview for a job that would help me relieve the stress of having no health care and watching my bills pile up. I just have no one to turn to for help accept you God. I know I am not perfect but I know that you know I am a good person who seems to get ahead and everytime I do I am thrown a curve ball. God if I dont get this job I cannot give my daughter a Christmas I cannot keep paying the bills. I am so scared I need your help. I am slipping into a depression and I need my heart and soul to find a positive path to get on. I will never give up on my daughter and let he feel the lonliness and abandonment I have felt my whole life. That is why I pray you let everything work out. I serioulsy need you. I wish you could talk to me right now because I really need someone to hug me and tell me it is going to be ok.
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